well lickle moon. daddy just quoted me on somehting i said ages ago 'i'll love every minute of been big and orund and pregnant'. yet all i have done this last few weeks is moan and cry with one thing or another. do not get me wrong lickle moon, i would go thorugh all this again a million times over, but pregnancy is throwng up a whole load of new challenges for your mummy.
this last couple of weeks my pain has been really bad, and as you will know from my last journal i got very little support from the hospital to tell us why. fortunately mummy was able to overcome her stubborness and anger towards the hospital and did what was right for me and you and went back to the hospital wanting answers. the new dr we saw said that i have a poorly pubic bone, it's not coping too well with all the changes to my body (i did say one day my skinny matchstick legs would struggle with the fat belly). i am very very upset that all the staff who looked after us earlier in the week couldn't see what te problem was but at least now we know. mummy has to have physio and hopefully this will help. it hurts so much to sit, walk, stand...well just about everything. even my loveley long hot(ish) baths dont help anymore.
we are seeing the consultant on thursday and i have a big list of questions for him. we are going to make sure we see him and not a different dr, because he saw your daddy and me just over a year ago, and it was that same very kind man who helped us to make you. i know he listens and i know he's very honest. so far we are very unhappy with the care we have been given since leaving the ovf unit, but i will make sure that from now on they are treating you like the special baby that you are and making ure everything is safe for you.
i cannot believe that in 12 weeks time you should be here. daddy really better get a move on with your nursery. everybody is helping daddy but i guess from now on mummy will have to sit back and watch to make sure her poorly hips dont get any worse. ive asked daddy if we can put your crib together tomorrow then mummy can make the bedding for it. i am so so excited.
looking forward to seeing you more and more everyday...
lots of love my lickle moon
your mummy xxxx
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