well my little man, yet again i have gone almost 2 months before writing to
you again. i dont know where the time goes these days, it really does fly when
you're having fun.
to be completely honest with you finley, i think you are the only thing thats
kept me sane over the past few months. we are inbetwen houses and after spending
a month with nanna what and gdog's, we have spent the past 2 months at nutty
grannys and dadad dunks. we havent had our own space and have mostly been living
out of bags. most of mummy and dadys things are in storage and that includes all
of mummys clothes and shoes. you have everything here though, well more then
everything because you are absolutley spoilt rotten by everybody.
to be really honest i feel like my life has been on hold for the past few
months, i havent felt like i could sit and relax for 5 minutes because i am
under peoples feet all the time. its not ideal and its not how i imagined we
would spend the first year of your life, but its what we had to do to allow us
to move into a nice new family home. the house sale is going through now though
and hopefully we will be in the house in the next 4-6 weeks. sadly the move is
very bitter sweet for mummy, because not only does it mean we finally get
ourselves a new home and get our space back ready to watch you meet all your
next milestones in our new family home, but it also means mummy has to leave you
and go back to work. after 13 months off i have to leave you for 2 and half days
a week and go back to my work where i help other mummies and daddys with their
children.
already i am most looking forward to getting home from working and having big
snuggles with you. mondays and tuesdays i will only get to see you for a couple
of hours before its your bed time. for a brief moment i thought i would keep you
up later on those nights so we could spend more time together, but then i
reminded myself that firstly that wouldnt be fair on you and your routine. but
also, that daddy has only seen you for a couple of hours each night due to
having to work since you were born, i never thought before about how hard this
must be for him. so instead we will cherish our days off together and make sure
we do lots and lots of fun things.
you're 10 months old next week. its also mummy and daddys 2nd wedding
anniversary. i remember one night on our honeymoon, we were stuck in our villa
as the rain was puring down and th streets had flooded. daddy and i decided to
try and find and hold on to some 'hope'. it was 3 months since we had been told
we needed ivf and we didnt know if we would ever get to hold you. so just for
fun we had a look on the internet at some prams. mummy picked out a few that she
liked whilst daddy protested saying they were far to expensive. i said you
deserved the best set of first wheels as you would be our very special baby....
and that you are.
you are so cheeky, strong minded, confident and most of all happy. EVERYBODY
comments on how much you smile. you show your now toothy grin to everyone who
shows you any kind of attention and thos that dont, you shout at them until they
do. you crawl super fast, you're up th stairs in a flash, you walk all the way
around the sofas holding on because you've not realised yet you can do it
without holding on.... you laugh and giggle, you shout for attention, you talk
away to us like you know everything we're saying and like we understand
everything you say back. you give big sloppy kisses, tongues and all hehe, we
have to tell you to keep your tongue in. you give the best snuggles ever! you
squeeze so tight like you're holding on so we never let go. i wont mention that
you nip and bite and scratch as well hehe.
i forgot
to mention weve been on a big family holidy and you went on an plane for the
first time too. you absolutely loved swimming too whilst we were on holiday, you would try and
drink the water.
until next time....
love you lots my baby xxx
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